Friday, July 27, 2012

Sleepless Nights

So, I am here in the middle of the night, having decided to finally start this blog that I've been thinking about making for a while. My idea for this blog, is to share the new chapter in my life in which I will be heading off to college. I would hope to be posting about highlights of post-high school adventures, but also of random thoughts I may have for whomever may be listening.
My first topic that I bring up besides that introduction to my blog is why I have actually decided to start the blog. I've been thinking about making this blog for a while now. Blogs are fun. They're a way to vent. They're a way to let people know what's up. You know. Also, they're a way to be "creative," right? Or maybe the right word is "artistic." Or maybe, neither of those words are correct. Anyway, I've been thinking of when would be the perfect moment to post the blog. Maybe when something big happens for my to-be college life. Well, that happened... yesterday. Well, technically that happened two days ago to be precise. So... what made me hesitate? I suppose, I was actually freaking out when I heard the news. What news? I found out where I would be living in the fall and who my roommate would be. Truthfully, I was a bit disappointed at first because I did not get any of my preferences, but I suppose that can be partially my fault because I didn't know I had to be entered into a lottery for my first option (Which I was not aware of in the slightest at the time), and as for my second, well... I'm not sure. But on with it, I was freaking out. Badly. I couldn't sleep because my heart was racing. "Oh my gosh. Who is my roommate? What if I don't like her? What if we don't get along? What if I don't like the residence hall I'm in?" These are some of the many thoughts I had. I later soothed myself saying that it could be worse. And I'm sure it could. I could have gotten my first option, which was a suite-style dorm with 3 roommates (but there are two rooms, so two people per room), and have had greater odds not to like them. I suppose. And anyways, there's always next year to have that option. This could be a good thing. And also, it IS a regular double, which seems better than a small double.
I realize that I didn't really answer my first topic. The reason why I decided to start the blog now is because, as my title says, I have been having sleepless nights. I suppose it might be because it's summer and there's no need to get up at certain times. But it also might be because I'm more of a night person. Kind of. I find it easier to stay up at night, and partially sleep in. Except, regardless of what time I sleep, I get up at around the same time anyway. But back to the main topic (I feel like I should use a synonym, but I'm rather lazy right now), I've decided to start the blog now because I'm fueled to just vent at the moment. The reasons for my need to vent shall remain unknown for this time being as I do not want to have any straying first impressions. But yes, I feel the need to vent, or rant, or go on tangents, or what-have-you.
Anyways, my next topic shall be about the blog. (And I do realize that I've been talking about it already). But, the blog. I would hope to be writing regularly in this here blog, but I'm not sure how interesting life would get, or how frequent (or not) I would feel the need to post, or whatever more. I suppose I shall try my best to keep posted (or rather keep posting) on my day-to-day adventures (or lack thereof).
I probably have more to say, but I am tapped out of the mood to rant, vent, or what-have-you, any further.
And with that, I shall curl up to a nice book while also searching for new music.

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