So, I know I haven't blogged here for a while, but I suppose it's just that I haven't a clue what to write about, or how to write in this blog again. I've also been trying to figure things out, outside of blogging because I'm creating so many blogs. I apologize for that. It's becoming increasingly difficult for me to blog because I think there's a vulnerability that I'm putting myself into by creating so many different blogs, by trying to be more open. It's not that I'm against being open, but I think I'm hesitant or something... I think I enjoy the veil and air of mystery behind this blog. But now, that's sort of lost in the jumbles of trying to get everything out there. This blog used to be about my day-to-day college happenstances, my life, my thoughts, but now it's just here... Ready to be lain to rest, but not really. I can't put this blog to rest. I like it too much. This is the blog that got me to enjoy writing, to enjoy blogging, to help me get to the way I am today. The way I am now. It's all muddled with all the muddlings, but I still pride myself in this blog. Through the year, it's seen me develop as an individual. It's been there to see my different styles of writing. Been there to help me talk to someone, when I've felt like no one's there. It's been there in my franticness and all. It's accepted me. It's helped me feel poetic.
I wish I could write more, but I'm at a loss for words. At a road block. Traveling down a road where the tumbleweeds pass by. I don't know really.... I'm hoping there's something in this blog that I can get back, or start anew. But, until next time...
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