Basically Bored

Sweet, sweet boredom. (Imagine that being said with a wry voice, sarcasm). I suppose that's what happens after a bad day, then a good day, with both of those days being weird days. Anyways, I started reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, which is nice. Maybe that's why I'm so bored. Not because of Harry Potter, but because I'm not under the influence of having finished The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I mean, it was fun while it lasted, but at the same time, I was a bit worried. At least I'm not delusional anymore, right? Or like, crazy. I think it was all in my head really though.
Anyways, yesterday/last night was a pretty great night. I was high on life, one might say. It was a lot of fun juggling wif mah peeps. And then I also got to see mah otha peeps - performing magicians. I got some pictures, fun times, and had a blast. I thought I was being super, overly obnoxious, but it was a good time, and I don't regret it. I think I made some good friends yesterday, which was nice. And I like being together with my friends.
I think the reason why I'm bored is because I don't have any close friends. Or something like that. I guess I tend to prevent myself from doing some things like actually going out and doing things... because that's the way my mind works. I just constantly over-think things and have a skewed perspective on things... like how people are busy and don't want to hang out with me or talk to me, but it's just me stopping myself from going out to ask people to hang out, which they might actually want to do. I guess I'm just a weird person. Not that it's a bad thing. But, it's just that some of the things I do (or don't do) are bad in the sense that it's not doing me any good. Which I get. I just am not sure if things can change like that.
Now that I think about it, I think I'm becoming fairly lazy, which definitely isn't good. I could blame the sickness, but is it really that? I'm sort of out of sorts because I haven't really planned things as of lately, it seems. I'm not sure what to do when, when what's due, or anything. I feel like I need to create another list of things to do. Homework I have. Things. Things need to get done. Next weekend, there's State Patty's day. Not really sure what's going to happen. The weekend after that, or something, is Spring Break, and I have no idea what's going to happen. I have two friends that seem to be willing to take me in, but one is the one that I stayed with over Winter Break. I'm a bit hesitant to stay with her because I don't want to rely too much on her, and I also don't want things to get weird. And by that, I mean, that I don't want to get sick of her, like I usually do (in general), because I'm a horrible person. The other friend lives about an hour or a couple hours away from the school/town, so I'm a bit hesitant on that, since there might be the hassle of just moving things places (like luggage).
So, I don't know what to do now. Just bored. Thinking of things to do. Passing the time by. In want of talking to people that I enjoy talking to people. In want of making new friends, and hoping things go well. Stuff. Things. Thinking. Humanity.