Right now, I'm doing all I can to do anything. Not homework though, although I am sort of getting the feeling of wanting to do homework (weird, right?). But yeah I don't know. I'm just zoning in and out of consciousness. Not really. That's a lie. I meant that I'm zoning in and out of wanting to do things, mental states, or what-have-you. I have no idea what I'm doing right now besides writing this. I'm getting paranoid of things - too many people, want for talking, etc. I'm listening to great music, trying to find people to talk to, trying to write a letter back to my cousin (finally).
So I actually got distracted talking to people on Facebook as well as writing this letter to my cousin (which is unbearingly awkward I must say). I've no idea what to say to them and I'm not sure how to say such things, especially because I never know how they react to things considering how my mom's side of the family is religious and everything.
Anyways, I suppose by now, I'm not too much in the mood to just type it all out, but hopefully, it comes again and I'll be able to just write and write and write.
Also, I'm hoping I'll gain the courage to meet the mail guy, especially because I have packages coming soon! I haven't had one in a while, so I sort of feel like I'm avoiding him, but that's okay, right? I'm wondering if we're going to be friends or what. I had a dream that I think said that I should befriend him, so hopefully that'll happen soon!
Uhm, music, music's been good and stuff.
Planning to hang out with people and stuff. Juggling club. Coldness. Indian food? Pistachio ice cream!
Free ice cream. Coffee. Increased mood. Health?
I don't know. At this point, I'm just spewing random words. Mostly because I don't know what to say, but also because my computer is going to die soon and I don't have an outlet near me to charge it. So, yeah. I don't know. Filling space. Filling space. Randomness.
What did my title even mean again? I'm not quite sure. I guess it was just the whole thing with procrastination because I have a 10-page lab report due Tuesday, a 6-8 page persuasive essay due Monday by midnight, some blog posts due by tomorrow, a quiz due Monday with about an hour long video to go with that, and some other things. I think I might have two exams next week. That'll be fun. I should probably get to studying soon. I also forgot a stamp to mail my cousin's letter off - back in my dorm. So yay! Not actually getting stuff done. I'm so *good*.
Anyways, until next time! Ciao!
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