Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Venting - 001

Am I really going to be venting up to the 100s? I'm not really sure. But this is a venting post. Obviously. Why? Well, I mean, really. That doesn't explain much actually, but it's just that I have this one friend that's been bothering me. My day's actually been quite alright beside that fact. But seriously.
I have this friend who is letting me stay over at her house. In her closet. But I'm not complaining about that because it's actually quite a comfy closet beside the air mattress, which is slowly deflating, and no one knows where the air pump for it is. So, it isn't that. And I'm grateful that she's letting me stay over during the break. It's nice.
So, what am I venting about? Well, she constantly (this might be a bit exaggerated) whines or complains about things. She's at work, and I'm at her place, and she chats with me on Facebook... while working. And she's complaining about her co-workers who aren't doing much. And I mean, I get  that her co-workers aren't the nicest bunch (and by nicest, I don't mean that they're mean - which they can be - but they're not the ideal bunch you want to be with). Like, she can complain about how they don't do any work and she does so much work, which I believe, but why does she have to complain to me? And why does she have to whine about wanting coffee? And how she hates her job and her co-workers and her life? While at work. Really. I'm sorry. I don't know what I can do. I don't know what I can say to help you.
And what's really on my mind right now is that she has the audacity to ask me for my school log-in information to check her email. It's just her email and it's just because she is bored. I'm sorry that I'm protective about private information. I "clearly don't trust her." And that's the truth. But that doesn't mean she's the only one I don't trust. I don't trust anyone. And she must not get that because I obviously have friends. (I do have friends, but I just generally don't trust anyone). "There's a difference between giving [her] that info and logging into a computer for [her]." I told her that. And there completely is! I would not mind logging into a computer for her, but asking for my information? And at this point, it's not just about trust. Like, who does she think she is? Does she deserve my information? Thanks for letting me stay at your place and all, but I don't think that gives you the right to know such information. Are you tracking my menstrual cycle too? (This is complete nonsense - kind of - right now). But, really. The things I do for this friend. I just went to Walmart and got her some stuff. Tissues for her house - since there isn't any, milk because we ran out (a different friend gave me a half gallon that I brought to this friend's house and she devoured half of it the first day she got back with the Nesquik mix I bought), almonds that I like and let her try and she also likes, a can of soup that she wanted the last time we went to Walmart. And I didn't buy these things as an apology, but just because I thought she would appreciate them or something, but she obviously doesn't appreciate my friendship. Even though I also gave her $60 for the convenience of staying at her place, and bought her dinner the other night. Literally. Like, I share my food and stuff with her too, and she gives me this attitude for not giving her personal information. Ask for my credit card numbers at that, why doesn't she. She must not get that if I give her the information, it's going through the internet because it'd be through text message and if something happens to that information, who knows what. It's not that I don't trust her and think she's going to do crazy stuff on my account at school, it's that former thing. And she doesn't get that. And that makes me mad. But this is why I'm getting my anger out now. Which isn't really anger I guess, but more of an annoyance that I can't have when she's back, although I just don't want to talk to her right now. She threatened to not get me alcohol because of it. And the thing is, I don't really care for the alcohol anyway though. It'd just have been a nice thing to try a wine cooler, but I can wait anyway. And she judges me for wanting to try one. Like, whatever, really. Who cares if I want to try one? Who cares if you think it's lame? It's for me and it's whatever. WHATEVER.
This is why I'm not caring about things. People like that.
And Asian people! Why am I so irritated and annoyed at Asian people? Why are they so obnoxious? Why?! They seem so clingy and dependent on each other. So loud and obnoxious. I don't like them. I don't want to be friends with them. Sorry! (I mean, I am willing to, if they're cool, but in most cases, they are not).

But really, my day was cool. I talked to some friends. I got some surprise presents for the friend who gave me the half gallon of milk. I had a nice conversation with this guy in juggling club who I normally find insulting or something of that sort (because he's at my hometown!). It was nice to discuss my hometown and such things with just someone. And our conversation wasn't bad at all - which it normally is weird and awkward. And I saw people from a club I started going to. The Tea House club! At first, I just recognized this one guy from one of my classes last semester, then I realized it was the club! They passed right by me, but it's okay. I mean, I only really went to like two meetings so far. But yeah. That was cool. Apparently they were going to the same place I was going to with my friend, but that place ended up being closed. Then I went to a different place with my friend, and I think the club went to a different place too, but I didn't want to be creeping on them, especially because there were other things at hand. Like, feeding squirrels. I got some cool videos and pictures of me feeding a squirrel, but my friend was also whining about getting her life together. It was cold outside. I was feeding squirrels or at least trying to and she was just complaining and whining about her life. I mean, things happen. Really. Calm down. Please. *sigh*
Anyways, I think that's enough of venting for now. At least, that's all I think I have to vent about for now.
So, hopefully the next post is back to normal. Thanks for tuning in!

EDIT: Also! ALSO! She told me that strangers aren't allowed in the house. And by that, she means people she doesn't know. And duh. I mean, I know that. Why would I bring someone she doesn't know into the house, or anyone at all really? She doesn't trust me either because she said so not once, but twice! She clearly doesn't know my courteousness because it'd be completely wrong to bring strangers into someone's home. Duh! The nerve this girl has.

RE: EDIT: And! She doesn't appreciate that I help her wash her dishes when her own roommate doesn't even do so! I helped her wash dishes that weren't even used by me. I poured her wine before. I made her a drink to try. All I do is try and help. And here's my thanks.

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